Gigi D'Agostino - La Marche Electronique ( Tecno Fes 1 )

Lets step back in time ( im in the mood )

A magical song that will bulldoze any unwanted situation or persons away...

From where exactly ?

And the mysteriously appearing chipping scenario very nearly destroyed my cars engine  ! Things have come to a head this week when I reached for a plastic beaker I had used just the day before. I intended to place the beaker over an intake pipe when working on my car to prevent foreign objects falling into and destroying the turbo. You know, just to be safe. It was at this point I noticed a large chipping as big as my  finger nail was in the beaker. How it got in there during the last 24 hours I don't know. I do however know that if not spotted it would have dropped neatly into my engine and most likely destroyed it, and written off my car. It just felt so deliberate, the whole sorry incident. Maybe im looking to much into this, but after other incidents this seems to be part of a reoccurring picture.

  This is not a one off occurrence. A similar sized chipping appeared in my newly washed  pocket recently. I cannot explain this at all. In the past I have been plagued with very tiny chippings falling in the house out of thin air and in my garden shed, or out of the tree that over hangs it. I tend to collect these just to reassure myself they are real..lol

  Again this week things took a more serious turn when I cleaned out my cars brakes and found a lump chipped from the brake caliper pistons, including the starting of a crack which would have led to brake failure. A mechanic  thought a small stone or chipping had become jammed in there but that is almost impossible due to the piston being hidden. Upon refitting the car wheel after the repair a large chipping was balance in the alloy wheel rim defying gravity as it would have dropped out as the wheel was upside down when I picked it up. How did it get in there in those few seconds ? Why did it not drop out ? Its just getting way beyond a coincidence now.

  These troublesome chippings are getting much larger suddenly and more threatening. I would welcome back the old pitter patter of the sound of the falling ones anyday.  Equally worrying is self locker nuts and bolts unwinding themselves around here, but that's another story....

Hurry, Autumns coming !

 

This one always makes me laugh... and i watch it each year with my daughter. So much truth here, especially in the UK. However if i miss that window of opportunity to do a job it gets ever harder to do it as the tale end of the year gets nearer. This isnt soley down to the rain and dark either, but seems to amount to more like a running out of energy and a steady entropy that prevents progress being made. A kind of double whammy as such. By December  i find that to  try and repair anything becomes impossible and should be left until the energies of January enable me to progress again. A dead zone then. Worst thing is though that i get a growing impulse to tackle more jobs as the darkness grows ( this peaks at Christmas ) Its a stupid ever decreasing circle and a destructive habit im trying to break. 

P. S   Strange but true fact : My grandparents used to receive visits from the Mr Men creator Roger Hargreaves when i was a child. I only just remembered this recently. I think this is why i have such a soft spot for these characters ! That and i know people who remind me of them..lol

This has been a while coming...

 Everything ive written on here has been leading up to this moment. These past happenings have been symptoms of a coming truth, and that truth when spoken or written just sounds like madness. And here is the problem with the future of this blog. The things i have to report are going to sound unreal or made up unless you already know the truth , in which  case you will find these new awareness's seem passe.

I wrote in my last post about how my body was moved when i surrendered to an unseen static force. As of this weekend this force has been moving my arm in an out stretched manor  ( no pun intended ) and pointing toward a large manor house next door. This has happened twice today. As you may already know this house is highly likely to be the inspiration behind the novel Wuthering Heights. As an experiment and to test for triggers i let my mind focus on key names in the novel. Of several there was only one that produced a force to move my arm and that was the name Earnshaw. Even more strangely the person who owns the house told me she was currently using a solicitor with the same surname ! 

So it appears i am channeling a force that responds to the name Earnshaw and that the house next door should be high on my list of attentions right now. Is this entity a product of the novel ? Is this someone from the past on whom the novels character was based ? Am i deluding myself into these movements ? They feel very static based and happen in slow jerky movements. Once my arm has pointed it returns slowly to my side and them ceases to feel anything odd. I would like to say im stood upright when this happens ( so much more dramatic ) but i am lying in bed in a relaxed state. Should i even be writing about this ?

Why ?

 Why would blogger stats do away with telling  me which country my viewing stats are coming from ? Why cant i see by the minute the correct time each view took place. This is a major part of the pleasure of writing online. Maybe its just me but the stats service has been dumbed  and decimated in a very modern way. There again isnt everything like that nowadays ? A watered down version.

How can i title this ? ( not rock n roll )

 I better write this up before i convince myself that it never happened. Do you ever find yourself back tracking on your view of a weird event a few days after it happened ? Maybe especially if it lets you off the hook from accepting that there maybe some highly supernatural entities in your life then you might well.

It all started when ? Im not sure but less than 12 months ago i noticed an involutnery twitch in my fingers or sometimes my thumb. Nothing to be alarmed at, only when a visiting relative experienced the same  symptoms a few weeks later in my house i began to wonder whether there was more to these involuntery movements than meets the eye. After a few weeks i noticed the twitch had spread to my arms and legs at night as a lay in bed. Again not really alarming, more annoying. 

The next stage saw what i can only describe as my arms and legs being manipulated to move by a static type tingling which crept over my body. This was alarming, and only by thinking about keeping my body still could i  totally stop it. As soon as my mind wandered onto any other thought than keeping still the gradual tugging would start up again.

This has continued over the Summer. After telling a friend about it in a late night message on fb he suggested i stopped " resisting " and let it take its course. So last week i gave it a try. The static this time was much stronger and  i gradually felt my whole body being moved as a lay. Letting an unknown force do this to you makes you feel very vunerable, but also very trusting. It reached the point where i was rolled right out of bed and on to the floor ! At this point i had to laugh as it was all a bit ridiculas. Maybe a hint of relief there as well no doubt ?

During this i would have expected to thud to the floor but something took the strain on my duvet and lowered me gently to the floor. I was on my own at the time too. That act would require some force but the whole happening was a gentle event.

So thats that then. No doubt some will say i was dreaming, but this has been building up all year. What does it mean ? My friend says it is the old me being pushed out of the way ! Could be. Whether my body has conjured up this distortion of movement i cannot say. I hope not as that i find that less agreeable that an out side entity manipulating me ! So the cycle is now complete im hoping. Will it happen again ? We shall see...

For the most part its water that re-acts strangely around me, and there are many examples of this under this blogs label - water. However there have been two recent bizzare incidents concerning electric bulbs. The most recent was last night as i cursed at a very poor quality led bulb i had purchased and immediatly and almost as if a reply, or reaction, it flickered several times. Yes, this amused me and also reminded me of a more unlikely happening last Winter when i remarked to a friend how a movement triggered flood light had stopped working 6 months ago. No sooner had i spoke the words then on it popped and flashed 4 times before switching off.
  Coincidence ?  Could be ! But im guessing that given my effect on water and over moving objects that ive recently touched that i am causing this or something very close to me is . No i cant control this or produce it on command. Am i haunting myself ? It has been suggested...

Works a treat ?

There was a time i found the lyrics of the original song a little too close to home, but today its all i expect, the death of the old...

Slight of hand ?

A quick simple post to force myself to accept that some items are moving by themselves, usually around 60 seconds after i last touched them oddly. Why is this happening ? Am i causing this by some kind of  energy reaching out from me ? Or is something else responsible and trying to get my attention ?