Re - Orb photograph

I see only at this late hour a comment by a watcher was removed by the blog administrator regarding my orb photograph of all things ? My mind boggles !!!!! Obviously someone was moved somewhat to be a touch overboard ? Im genuinely interested what was said cos i never got to see it ? Funnily enough ive just posted on my other blog about people of faith and aggression a few minutes ago . Purely coincidental . Im getting a lot of coincidences like that at the moment , too many .I seem to be making some kind of perception shortly before things happen or someone else says or writes them . Sometimes its on TV even .  A kind of physcism . Its amazed me several times this week in the blog world . Being a sensitive i suppose this is part of my development . Well i need something at the moment .

Suzie Higgie - 12 Gates To The City

Uneasy

I need something new , i need something big . Nope i need what i still aint got . Shit ! Or is that what ive lost . Easy to confuse the two ....

Throwing in the towel ?

It doesnt take much to please me .As long as i get that fraction of life im OK . Work , my daughter , my house , wife ect are all great but  if I cant find that missing 1% of life I soon get into quite a serious messy mindset . Sometimes I take everything too seriously , even neurotically maybe for a man BUT what you see is what you get , Maybe this is a fault but i am an open book . Im always looking for the 1% people . Ive found a few in these last years . I may have lost one recently  over these last few months due to life ( there again that could change quickly ) so the numbers are in the lower single digits today ! LOL
 If you move me I will go through hell and high water for you recklessly . I have done this for the right person .My friends are all married with children . , hence i hunger for the interactions i used to have back in the day ! My mindset is still the same and maybe not moved on to " familysville"  quite yet . It may never completely so yes in need the 1% , those others ridicule cos they dont fit in any box . Maybe im child like but thats means you get the real me with no pretensions , game playing or innuendo .
 A little humour is always good so my quotes are to be hoped to be amusing and the rest is straight up ! Simples .

PAN ?

I have a friend who reads this blog occasionally  and i can sense he's thinking PAN after reading that last post ! Possibly .....LOL

Back to reality ?

After a long mental struggle comes a new mood . A dull feeling of stodgeyness  . Every new move is an effort because you are not following an old path which predicted your moves for you . A dog that doesnt realise its been let off its chain is a good analogy .
 A crisis swamps your being and puts you in automatic mode . You only have the one thing to think about . Its all that matters . A singular mindset is powerful and can bend lifes events for a while . Call it " positive thinking " but no one can live in this mind  set very long . Nothing is absolute....
 Im no physcologist  but i wonder if we substitute one fear for another . One crises rocks us thus taking our mind off the real one we dare not confront ?


" Nevermind " said Major Nye " we'll soon have you back in Blighty , Jerry . Back to normality . "
" Christ  ! " said Jerry  " thats the LAST thing I need ! "       THE LIFE AND TIMES OF JERRY CORNELIOUS

Drifting sideways: Where have i heard this before ?

Drifting sideways: Where have i heard this before ?: "  We are all offered a selection of traditional roles, " he murmered. " The real problem lies in finding a different play. I...

Simple Simon

" I want to tell Inspector Black my secret new method of disclosing mysteries . It is a new idea . I go to people who happen to know and I ask them !!!  "     The Simon Iff Stories / Aleister Crowley

" Never fear anything , especially yourself...  "

So who reads a blog ?

Who reads a blog ? When I first started blogging I had a particular idea of who I would like to think was reading  it and I felt quite successful when I found out some of my friends and family were watchers or regular readers . What I put on enabled me to let them know what I was thinking or up to . This is still so but as life changes so do your writing motives . I started with Drifting Sideways because thats exactly how my life was going . Mad , mad days . My first elemental experiences blew me away . I watched the moon a lot . I was what Dion Fortune might have called " a suggestible , emotional , lunar type "   In fact I still am but you cant live at that level for ever . Unless youve lived this lifestyle its pointless me trying to explain further . Thats when I started The Golden blog named after the Michael Moorcocks first book The Golden Barge , a book I founded summed up what drove my life and gave me something to rate my struggles against . This blog contains some very rare instances of a person in contact with the elemental water or moon forces and Isis mixed in no doubt . Today that sounds mad but back then it was very real . Something was in touch with me and has been sporadically since . 

  Today im in between elements . Water is no longer all appealing and new moves forward are coming . Im a bit baffled as I was a t the beginning ! Recently my attentions are more on foreign readers having a few new watchers abroad and views in Russia and Europe sometimes . I have recently due to a little interaction realised theses stats are real people. Sounds silly but yeah ! Ive never been abroad even so this is quite exciting . You rarely know what people think of your posts ( mine anyway ) and the thought  of sharing my deepest thoughts with strangers is extremely liberating . The down side is you tend to suddenly think more about what you write when you like your watchers . I hope I dont start sugar coating stuff cos a blog should be raw .

 

P.S    Put a quote on hear earlier by Micheal Moorcocks    Jerry Cornelious storys by mistake . It should have gone on Drifting . It was  a repost of an old quote I found trawling back . I find it very funny . It was a joke in general and not a dig at any blogger . It means a LOT  to me to stress that !!!