Well it says " lucid dreaming " may increase as a side effect of this medication I'm taking, and boy is this the case. Im dreaming several times a night, every night. There is no set plot to these dreams other than they are often quite complex as in a scene from a movie. Events and my interaction with people in them are rapid and my actions quickly twist the story. Often I find I am in a group of people in peril. Thankfully these scenes are not violent. My mind flows like a river all night. Deep inside the chemicals are " grooming " my mind, both in my waking and sleeping hours.
Worryingly when I awake in the morning I have to sift through the nights happening to sort out what is real. I dreamt I had offended someone I know last week and they called the police to arrange my arrest. I had to speak to this person the next day and even when I set eyes on them I felt awkward... until I forced myself to recall it had just been a dream. In my mind somewhere It still feels like it happened. How quickly could reality breakdown here ?
I was drowning and clambered aboard a boat. Where is this boat taking me now ? Back home to where I fell in ? Hell,no. That place no longer exists.
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