Lets play a game ?

 Today I got a phone call from a NHS worker asking why I had turned down the vaccine. Or rather they would have said that to me had I not hung up. I dont have the energy to explain a gut feeling and existential angst I feel towards any social movements or " ideas " that are deemed essential nowadays. I guess the pressure will build now from authority and I also guess, no, Im sure that the true picture is emerging as I resist more and more. The true colours of this farce will soon show even if you are not alarmed about the rights non vaccinated people have already lost regarding leisure pastimes and travels.

The news is upping the anti as they say with ever more fearful and wild claims. They are over playing their hand and its beginning to show. Surely people who have towed the line can see this ? They would have me believe im living dangerously, but ive been here before...

For 4 years I lived " dangerously " and one thing I know about danger is that you can take things right to the wire and still be reasonably safe. Is that a contradiction ? The best way I could describe this act is " sailing against the wind " Sometimes if you take a course everyone logically would avoid you can make astounding progress as though you are in a world of your own. Maybe The Fool tarot card captures this concept best ?

Im taken back to the above mindset by the events this week. That slightly anxious feeling that never amounts to anything serious and no doubt the mental pleasure and creativity that is unleashed by the " stress " Looking ahead I expect an advancement on my behalf will soon come. Its all a game and we are setting off again on it on this blog it seems...