Lets play a game ?

 Today I got a phone call from a NHS worker asking why I had turned down the vaccine. Or rather they would have said that to me had I not hung up. I dont have the energy to explain a gut feeling and existential angst I feel towards any social movements or " ideas " that are deemed essential nowadays. I guess the pressure will build now from authority and I also guess, no, Im sure that the true picture is emerging as I resist more and more. The true colours of this farce will soon show even if you are not alarmed about the rights non vaccinated people have already lost regarding leisure pastimes and travels.

The news is upping the anti as they say with ever more fearful and wild claims. They are over playing their hand and its beginning to show. Surely people who have towed the line can see this ? They would have me believe im living dangerously, but ive been here before...

For 4 years I lived " dangerously " and one thing I know about danger is that you can take things right to the wire and still be reasonably safe. Is that a contradiction ? The best way I could describe this act is " sailing against the wind " Sometimes if you take a course everyone logically would avoid you can make astounding progress as though you are in a world of your own. Maybe The Fool tarot card captures this concept best ?

Im taken back to the above mindset by the events this week. That slightly anxious feeling that never amounts to anything serious and no doubt the mental pleasure and creativity that is unleashed by the " stress " Looking ahead I expect an advancement on my behalf will soon come. Its all a game and we are setting off again on it on this blog it seems...

Motorhead - I Don't Believe a Word (Video Lyrics)

Here is another band ive discovered decades too late. Im going through a great change again and the gates are opening again and water is once again reflecting this. This song captures the anger I feel in this country at the moment. They are going for broke dismantling our lives and Covid is just the start....

    They control our travel, are making plans for our diet, teaching alternative sexuality in our schools, working out how to tax us for the " environment ect. Its going to take us to breaking point and the fear factor will go to 11.

Seconds, Minutes, Hours by Magna-Fi

Yesterday was a very bad day. I decided due to the growing number of Covid cases locally to book a vaccine appointment. So im queuing up soaked in sweat ( not my greatest moment ) as I start reading the laminated list of symptoms the shot can give you and as they were 80 % of what I already experience I announced i'd changed my mind just before the door opened. Its at those moments you find yourself.

This song has a good point though. Just how far and to what cost can you rebel ? Do you have to give up in the end or crash and burn ? Watching the news I see diet and meat are the next targets in the firing line and oddly a financial " levelling up " of this country. Its easy now when you can see the agenda. Its simple now.

The Prisoner*Opening Sequence HD [4:3]

Seems legit....

TV Killed Me by Magna-Fi

This is the album and sound of my Summer. Shame I didnt discover this music 20 years ago. I normally discover things 20 years too late. Weird. TV kills alright. 18 months of fear and counting...

So it wasnt a UFO, but....

 Ive recently started watching the new series of Skin Walker Ranch...so when I saw a quiet large shining object drift slowly down and land in a field of ours I was a little excited. I expected however that it was a novelty helium filled balloon, and it was. A pink flamingo one no less. What really made me raise my eyebrows was the way a field of cows our ours all seemed aware of the falling balloon and gathered quickly in the direction it came down in even though they were in a field across a river from the landing site. They were very aware of the object in the air as it descended even though it was a distance away and originally all had their heads down grazing. Cows seemed tuned into whats in the air ?