A stab in the dark ?

Did you know DEAD DAD adds up to 23 in Hebrew ? No, really ? lol  Well it does grab your attention around Fathers Day ! In fact it brought back to some rather disturbing things people have said randomly to me regarding death, both in jest and unintentionally. 
  The first ive mentioned before, was a trip to see a man called DAVID GRAVESTON. And it got worse when he advised me to visit DOUG GRAVES. For a moment i thought he was joking. The second one was just down right disturbing. My daughter a few months ago jokingly told me my name was DEATH SURELY ! Where she got that from ive no idea. It certainly stung a little though and i try not to dwell upon it too much.
  A friend this week told me his ex was being plagued by the number 42. In fact so extreme is it that she is having a tattoo of 42 ?! Not sure how this is going to work out for her. I googled her number in Hebrew word and the words DEAD DEAD DEAD jumped out at me. Im no expert about this Hebrew malarky but there seems to be some alignment, or so it appears to be. 
  Am i not long for this world then ? I think the concept of death here is representing change ( i hope ) If not then maybe i am being taunted ? So we have a positive and a negative view point. Of course it all may lead to nothing. This reeminds me of a scene from a film i once watched where a man with Hebrew letters on his teeth spends a life time sacrificing everything he has to try and work out why he was born with these teeth. A  Rabbi eventuality tells me after a ruined life time of tail chasing that " somethings just are ". 
  Ive included a take on 23 from Aliester Crowley. I hold much faith that this is what its all about. Again change, and a death of sorts. Have people turned up mention in this transformation sequence ? Well pick a number and stand in line...lol

New Years Day Remix Instrumental

I feel like im going to explode. I feel like something has pushed a 10 year re-set button in my head. I feel like i did before i started blogging, and thats not a good thing. I feel im waiting for a trigger and there maybe another tribulation ahead. Ten years ago i felt as though a new age was upon me, and it was. Tonight i feel nervous, open and bare, on edge, moody, vicious and free.Maybe my holiday has me jumping the rails ? It all originally started with a holiday you 
know...


Theres a very neat  23 Skiddoo synchronicity as a womans skirt blows up at 0.22 - 0.23 . A connection to a New York street. Unlikely to be accidental. Ive always suspected this DJ to have mystical connection as his music has magical power.

23 and me ( and a slow moving collision with a HGV )

Im all at 6's and 7's tonight as i have just returned from a weeks holiday in Wales. I found a very strange place literally a minutes walk from our holiday cottage, but i shall post about that later as yesterday something rather disturbing happened on a day out to the Welsh Island of Anglesy.
  All was going well until we came across a traffic jam of slow moving traffic. A few seconds after changing lane, and while driving at walking pace a big wagon bumped into the rear of our car bouncing it about a meter forward. Things got very weird  however when we pulled over to exchanged details. 
   The first thing i noticed on the drivers documents was that the truck had been registered as new and on the road on the 23rd of the month of May. The next thing that really rattled me was a car drove past us in the jam  as we exchanged details, and its registration number was a personnel plate and read 23 RE ! And later when i added up the numbers on the trucks reg, they amounted to a total of 23 !!! 
   This is all going to far and has me gittery tonight. I mean can a force manipulate a scenario as complex as the one above just to prove a point ? People have suggested to me that there must be some significant meaning of 23 to me personally in the past. My daughter was born on the 23rd for example...The meaning however seems to grow ever more important as the examples grow ever more extreme. Ive included photographs here to prove im not going mad.

The lorry was registered on the 23rd

The wagons reg plate adds up to 23

And finally the car that drove past us as we exchanged details !