Love and marriage......

" Some marriages are nothing more  than the mating of farmyard animals "     Dion Fortune    

White knuckles

Yes the first moon worth mentioning is growing steadily . Already events have shot off at a break neck speed and intensity catching me un aware . If you hang around the launch pad fucking around with the buttons eventualy your ganna launch something !!!!  Just like the weather things are savage early already and vibrant . Maybe old evils are put to bed ? Eventualy what will be must be and my view will count for little as a bigger picture helps someone else somewhere. Its all in the game ....

Tide turns

Earlier this week there was a solar eclipse and the moon was at its furthest from the earth possible . Now its turned and is on its way " back " . Can i wait ? Work on the hoof i think as im all but on empty obviously , still things are quickening already and so fresh it feels....

A rare moment of satisfaction

Mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm . Quitely happy today . Cornwall is calling !!! Am i ready , are they ready ! LOL

Dion Fortune

Whats happened ? Waiting for things to change and they will eventualy with a sudden rush .

Dion Fortune

 " Some people are like a vitamin , a small regular dose keeps you healthy . If you dont get this dose for a long period  the re-percussions are more serious..... "   

May

Hah ha !  I'm booking a holiday in Tintagel again this year as a last minute change of plan has ambushed me ! Oh dear i can hear the groans of he's gonna loose the plot this time down there ( or fall of a cliff ) and you might be right . Again as last year  life is as unpredictable as ever. Things have worked out well but storm clouds may be gathering . ( aren't they always ? )
  The last time i visited Cornwall  i fled home under a huge full moon . A very trying time indeed , but a true friend was there for me just as i needed them . In fact today's life was shaped by that strange week . And everything important to began to grow from that experience .
 Again a sad unexpected death has occurred localy of a person i saw on a  regular basis .Last spring the same occurred ! I have a very strong feeling of de-javu . A cold Spring wind is blowing from the North in more ways than one !!! Early Summer can not be held back much longer and neither can i !!!!
  Walking and exploring will be high on my agenda . Sometimes on my own i expect . Its amazing the things you experience down there on your own . A new world opens up before you , even if you only realise it when you have got home ! What an irony that is ....  The coast is not a safe place though and i have seen people slip (me included )  and it suprises me more people arent killed falling into the sea . A very real danger we just dismiss ! As you get older you over estimate your ability . Just when was it that your co-ordination didnt match what it used to be ? No im not as agile as i was and had a false sense of my own safety . This is how accidents happen . At least i'm aware of it now , but exactly when the change took place i'm scared to reckon .

Holidays

The idea of going to Cornwall this summer is growing increasingly tempting . Things i saw there are now being made clear . At the time Rachel's pregnancy rocked me as did a funeral that awaited me when i got home . Until then Tintagel made me so happy .The coastal walks and the castle and sea caves..... A place of true magic only unlocked by you . Sometimes it may take months to sink in but the Boscastle area is a hive of experiences. A land of fairy tale physcological , primitive , esoteric experiences !!!
  To go back now things are more settled and goals have been achieved would be good but without the tension would it deliever ? Mmmmmm  who cares i win either way....

And finally.....

Well the baby was thrown out with the bath water . What a weekend !

Like dew from the dawn of a moon like dream

What will this full moon bring ? The last two have been turbulent and intense ,but not always in a bad way , just unmistakably intense and fateful ...

Back door philosophy

Ah my new Dion Fortune novel has promptly arrived so expect deep quotes and rambling !  The weather seems to be improving and my back doorstep will once again be my reading chair as the sun sets with a cup of tea . Ahhh the joys of mid life ...... ( but dont right me off yet !!!  )