Stop me if i'm wrong

 Lana Del Ray is just Belinda Carlisle slowed down. I noticed this as each was playing at the same time on different floor levels in our house. Its quite a profound discovery.

The Devil Next Door - An Untold Modern Haunting

Ive been watching Peter Laws all year. He's a fantastic story teller. I like to tick off the various paranormal happenings that I have experienced myself, and there are many. This adds some validity to the tales I watch. So a good way to spend an hour. 

That devil Heathcliffe...

 I had a very uncomfortable experience with the man this week, the one I had to lock out of our fields after he moved our sheep without asking. He is obsessive, arrogant and aggressive. 

So he arrives as my Dad and I are sorting out sheep that are other peoples that are among our flock after gathering them in from the fell. This guy decides to help us sort through them to speed things up. Already im nervous because i know how volatile he is. He suddenly gets very agitated when he finds a sheep that belongs to another farmer that we have accidentally marked with our flock sign which is a blue H letter. It is NOT even his sheep. He then finds another sheep of someone elses. It has a similar dyed mark in its wool as ours but he  mistakenly thinks we have accidentally marked that one as well, because he wants to believe it. 

By now he is really irate , and these two sheep have nothing to do with him. He starts pacing up and down asking if there are any more sheep that are mistakenly marked, even though he has made a mistake himself. It was not nice at all being spoke to by someone who obviously has no respect for you. No other farmer would do that. He is also deaf so he slurs his words and has a whiny voice thats full of angst. He cannot differentiate between his own business and other peoples. He has no sense of drawing a line under his emotions or behavior. I dont think he can.

He blows everything out of proportion and tries to undermine your confidence. Maybe working  for a company will see this type of thing happening to you ? Well im not used to being treated like that. He is a nasty gas lighter. Since I locked him out he will be looking for every little thing to complain about. That night I felt mentally beaten and almost abused. Ive never felt like that before. It was very personal and on my turf as they say. 

That whole making mistakes thing has legs now and he is also playing his part in it. I wish I didnt notice these patterns, but I do. That makes me so mad, the part he played and the bad timing of his arrival. 

Now next day I was at a family gathering as my inlaws were celebrating their 50th wedding anniversary. There were a lot of balloons in the house, and yes they three randomly went bang, not pop, but bang. Visitors commented on how loud they were whilst laughing. I was not laughing as I do not like loud sudden noises. Anyway the third balloon that burst was immediately after a woman had said the words PTSD. The balloon was only half inflated as well. Thats kind of a sick joke to me. What are the odds ? 

A last minute visit

So last evening it finally stopped raining and I decided I had time before dusk to visit a Church at the village of Aysgarth in Yorkshire. It was about an hour away. Ive been meaning to visit this Church all summer after a tree there left an impression on me in the graveyard last winter. The village is best known for its waterfalls though.

On reaching this tree I was wondering whether I had imagined how like a face the trunk looked last winter. I couldnt see anything until I looked at this photograph I took. I think it was because the leaves were still on it blocking the light. In winter im betting this looks much starker and clearer. I know I was in a rush as it was starting to rain last year when it amused me, but I never noticed how close the grave stones were and that big black one looks very menacing. It reminds me of a chess piece.

This gave me a start. Straight out of a Hammer horror film !

There were many old gothic tombs stones ect. Looking around on my own with dusk approaching was very peaceful, but I did feel contentious. Theft is rife in this area as it rural and not too far from the capital of thieves Durham. Durham itself is a historic destination but like an town has its rough deprived side. I feel satisfied that I made the effort to visit after work, and catch the final hours of day light. Day light is now a precious and now disappearing commodity.

Why I had to go Dark & Flee Mexico!

Ive had a great weekend but this has put a damper on my mood. No one deserves to die for a view point. The left are just vile.

London Occult Art Review 2025

That London...I found this quite alarming, but not as alarming as the Paris Olympic opening ceremony which has know been taken off You Tube. 

Whats bothering me at the moment

 Ive made some stupid mistakes recently. Some potentially embarrassing ones that I quickly rectified in time, and some not. When a pattern emerges like this it is very hard to break it as one mistake unsettles you and lines you up for another, as does the shock of suddenly discovering you've messed up somehow initially. Once, twice and a third time ahead ? Sometimes you even wonder if its all out of your control like a synchronicity chain. Is it happening anyway however hard you try ? I know that can happen and it scares me.

 Always listen to that little voice inside your head. I never learn.