Things that go bump in the night....literally.

Not had a lot to write about on here recently. I moved into my childhood home last November and was expecting some strange things to happen as it is or has been haunted in the past. Nothing has happened until these last few weeks.
  Firstly I awoke in the middle of the night. While half asleep something hit my bed so hard that it reverberated and shook. Being half asleep and scared witless I put it down to my wife turning over in bed, but that looking back that explanation is just a bit ridiculous, and I think fear just forced me to accept this and I was in shock. I quickly fell back to sleep ( very strange ) and didn't really think about it until a few days later. Something hit that bed very hard.
  Secondly a few days ago I was laid awake in bed one morning and something under the covers moved up my leg. I cant put it any plainer than that. It was surreal. I suppose it might have been a spider, but it felt more like the brush of a hand or body part. I cant explain it.

Quite a lucid dream

This week while on holiday I had the strangest dream that someone I met online several years ago came to visit me in the UK. As expected, if it was ever to really occur in real life, things did not go smoothly in the dream...lol OK it was a silly dream, but the intensity of the emotions I experienced in it had me thinking about, and musing on it for the next 24hours at least...

Morbid Manor

Tonight I sat in the morbid manor grounds next door and watched my daughter cycle just as I did at her age. OK maybe when I was a child we went more off road and got told off for churning up the pathways... Anyway this property still feels as morose as it did 40 years ago during my childhood. A cold westerly evening wind blew aimlessly across the lawns as the lowering sun started to silhouette the large stone gate posts. The house is in decline. Its current occupants haven't much time left as one will depart this earth soon. Misery has plagued these grounds stemming from the times of slavery. In fact this property was the last in the UK to abolish it, and only did so when it became illegal.
 

Gordon Lightfoot " If You Could Read My Mind" - Lyrics

For years ive wondered who sung this haunting song. The lyrics are so intense if a little sentimental. Funnily it turned up on a late night radio music quiz show broadcast last Saturday night. This song sums me up for sure. My thoughts are but ghosts that many never see, and part of me will forever hold on to the past that's defined me. Only a part though I must add. Nothing overwhelms me today, I think...





Amazing....  :  )

Cheese Wire

Most situations can cut both ways in life.
Dreams and solids are not separate, they yield the same.
That which was designed to cut through soft cheese...
Will also cut through the flesh, and cuts through the bone
The constant tension of time and magick
A day dream becomes a Gollum
Have you a steady hand  ?


Life can go in both the right and the wrong direction whether we try to steer it through magical manners or not. Cheese wire has been used not only to cut cheese but also to remove Rams horns by vets and farmers, even though it was originally designed to cut soft cheese. Our day dreams and desires can trigger great new magical events in our lives, even though some may think them as soft as cheese and therefore irrelivent and write off such thinking, but when they see very real changes they realise that the forces like the cheese wire can move or cut through our very real everyday lives. This can become dangerous and we risk becoming a slave to our desires. Even these forces can cut either way at times. A steady hand is needed to avoid disaster.

The tyranny of black

 This post is not a joke. A few years ago a neighbour had 3 black cars. I used to see them all parked up regular as the house boarderd our land. When they moved, the new owners also accumulated   3 black cars. I used to raise my eyebrows at this fact, and I had an uneasy instinct that this was not just a coincidence.
  Soon I myself had a black car, and lo and behold this week another 2 have joined it in a row in our yard, and this has been a variety of owners cars too that completed the three some. OK, so you think I'm projecting or under stress ?
  On  stopping at a local shop while gathering a few provisions on the way to Cornwall what pulled up along side me to park ? Why a black car with the reg 666. That happens to me a lot, the treble 7 and 6 thing, so no real effect other than a sigh really, but what followed on the return journey home on the motorway was more alarming....
  I noticed that at several times we became part of  a gathering of 3 to 6 black cars . Once when this happened a car immediatly proceeding the gathering of black ones had the reg plate DAVE . It seemed almost like a pointer exclaiming to me that, yes I was correct in my theory of the black attracting black. There comes a point when shouting coincidence sounds lame...

Scammer drops a 23

I should have known the phone call was false when a pleasant man offered to reduce my telephone and internet bill to a regular £23 a month.... When 23 turns up in my conversations it does mean that there is no future in said subject. Watch out for 23....

Crises

Life is soulless and I need to figure out why. I'm not happy. The very dale I live in feels empty. This is not the dale I grew up in anymore. I am in the process of figuring out why. I shall be uneasy till the day I die. It will always be this way. Going to bed, I'm tired and ready for a holiday.

What have we done !

Ive had quite a shock this weekend. I made a post on fb about how disturbing I found a one armed weather girl. I explained that the fact she made no attempt to wear any prosthetic arm as an attempt to sensationalise and shock viewers. Of course the abuse I got was rather expected if truth be told as people in general jump the gun on such subjects without thinking. What upset me most was the abuse I got from several members of my own family.
   The aggression was instantaneous. It was already primed and ready to explode. It was out of control. A premeditated brain washing has occurred among those we know making them value alien values or social groups above that of their own. They have a powerful allegiance to foreign sexualities and mindsets and races. They will not question these people and will crucify anyone who mutters anything that might sound even remotely cynical about them or critical. These people seem to have substituted the cause of people alien to them for their own moral examination. I guess its easier to focus on anothers problems rather than whats going on in your " back yard ".
   Over the past 20 years the next generation have been brainwashed by the liberal into accepting anything that has a connection to minority values and sexualities. Schools have been chiefly to blame here I believe and this mind set cannot be undone. I hate it. I really do. Since when would family member's be abusive to me straight out of the box over a non personal face book post I made ? I am shocked at how people have changed secretly inside and how far from traditional perceptions they have strayed. It truly is a sad day when people are more bothered about fighting anothers corner rather than their own.