Bleak in so many ways.....

Well Easter will soon be upon us and all is as last year really . This does not suprise me as some events go in annual cycles . Well maybe not the weather which is snowing as compared to a heat wave this month last year but personal events are being repeated . Funny . Its bleak and not my time of year at all . Roll on my holiday in Cornwall in June ....whats in store for me this year ?

For those in the know... LOL

3, 4 , 5 , 6, 7 , 9  Today....

The time is near...

On we plod , inner turmoil conquered , slowly blending our higher and lower selves . Glorious small steps as we shed another inhabition or shell . A slither of a new moon is growing now in the west as spring approaches . This summer I will shine.....

Watershed

Yes I have reached " watershed " moments recently in two subjects in my life . This is good ! Until you get to a watershed moment you dont know whats what . You discover whats to STOP worrying about and decide what NOT to worry about . Sounds the same there ? Well no , these two ideas are different in such an important way as a watershed moment reveals ....

Never thought of this before !

" IMMORTALITY  STRETCHES BOTH WAYS "  

Tick , toc

Tick toc goes time . Slowly racing by . Intentions planned slowly pass . Then what of the great expanse of time ahead ? Surely to be punctuated by success and failure . How much and often we can not tell . Only the fact it will come to pass is our only release.....

Mad March ?

Well March has come crashing in or toppling in as a recent weather forecaster on TV put it !  The winds are coming from the East and all is DRY . I shall say that again . ITS DRY !!!   The land is the colour of a desert and bare . As a friend recently said it looks like a nuclear bomb has gone off . That dead ....  The stoney river beds are white and the water is clear and low , the East wind blowing ripples constantly . We have not had March weather like this for a long while . Its easy working out side , and out door jobs are the priority now . God damn it even MY lawn is growing !
  Every year I bang on about the Ides of March , and this year I'm watching those I know house hunting , wedding planning and moving , plus breeding !   ( my self included ) I see change and action . Somehow I expect there will trouble in the mix for them too . That's inevitable.....  I see potential upheaval for me too but there again i always do ....

Man or mouse ?

I ride a storm for four years then complain . Am I a man or a mouse ? LOL

The Full moon

The full moon forces  a crises , so said Dion Fortune and she was so right . Situations increase in intensity however trivial to a sudden unexpected crises level . Of course this then forces us to face said problem wich  maybe healthy ....  or need attention .  Of course good things are forced as well !!! so balance will try its best to be maintained ... but tonight the forces are unbalance and chaotic .