Even the wind and waves obeyed him ?

I have a small talent for completing outside jobs just in time before the heavens open. I can complete a task in a small window of fine weather. Its quite uncanny ! Many a true word spoken in jest...

Ooooops !

Have you ever done something trivial in a flippant mood that you thought at the time might trigger something magical ? Last time i did that a large portion of tree fell across a road blocking it...so i should have known better than to do something non sense related off the cuff again knowing that sometimes its these silly thoughts or actions done with intent that turn out to be the most potent. I think my mood is the driver as i remember the mystic Dion Fortune writing about how she accidentally created a thought form in a sulky brooding mood. Yes, that seems to sum up this mini saga very well.
  It seems to be others that are affected by the results of these actions. The aim was to attract the past, but all i did was attract the sudden attention of another from a friends past and in such a random manner that it was not natural. I have no interest in this person at all and it feels like a case of crossed wires.
  Another fall out was a strange sound of birds wings in my room that night and a relation who felt a drop of water fall on her though no leak in her house could be found. To boot my water supply had a major blockage next day that ive never seen the like of before. 
   These events seem mirrored in others, the results have back fired on others. If i didnt understand what i was doing at the time then should i be surprised ? All i know is that once again im amazed at whats happened or rather how random the results have been.

Progression of a dream....

For years ive dreamed of struggling to lock my house door to keep something outside. Whatever it is pushes on the door and i only just fumble the key enough to close the door normaly. Well last night in the dream i failed and the door was pushed a jar to reveal the thing that has been trying to get inside for years. 
  I see an old wolf stood calmly outside. Its not threatening or scary. It looks at me calmly. At this point someone gently takes hold of my arm ,and as i scream i awake...

Disturbing

Oh, dear. Whats happened here ? There is a reason im not big on photography and this is because i rarely capture my true essence. In fact i usually capture something quite distorted and unsettling, and the above is no different.

All appears normal until you zoom in on our faces. There might be a technical reason for this, but what is uncanny is how much my face resembles my Dads. Its as though his head is on my shoulders and we bare no likeness whatsoever. That alone arouses my suspicion this is highly un-natural.

The sense of static tingling on my hands was intense on the approach to this supposedly Druid stone circle and i cannot deny my depression of the last few months has lifted. There is a panoramic mountain view here for 360 degrees surrounding the circle. Thats very unique and obviously a factor in the circles location. Really i want to say im feeling much more relaxed now, thank god. I guess a weeks staycation has done me good as well.

Ho,he,ho,he,he,he !

When you have a deep unread book performing a physical mundane task...

Its dawning on me with an increasing awareness that the effects of the previous 2 months lock down and the easing phase to be revealed ,and its putting in to practise has taken a substantial cost on our personal lives that is yet to be fully realised. It maybe as subtle as not being able to fully relax on a day out as ive found this week. It maybe a lack of patience with family you have spent too much time with under lock down. What ever it is an explosion of pent up force is likely to break free soon as the " new normal " ( how i loath that phrase )  unfurls.

One thing i have noticed is an " asian invasion "  both at tourist attractions such as lakes and in our nearest city. The south is coming north... The future has undoubtably changed course.

Maybe its exhaustion 

Maybe its my time of life

Either way it takes more energy to sit down than lying down.

Unless i lie down i am not truly resting