Childs play ?

Going through a bizzare patch as ever again this Spring watching history repeat its self as it did at this time last year . Very odd indeed . Is this a new chapter or a rehash " Ground Hog " style replay of the past ? Obsticles and plenty to be negative about are abound but also plenty to crow about too . Maybe I need my holiday . Maybe after it answering these questions will be childs play .

Bitter sweet moon

Last nights moon sat so low it was only just visible over the hills of Dent . Orange circles were formed as clouds passed over . A very bright , blazing moon full of emotion and an atmosphere of tranquillity bordering on sorrow . A low moon affects mood , a catalyst for the emotional part of us forcing to a head the problems we try to ignore and push too the back of our minds . Unpleasant and unsettling but also  giving  us the potential to achieve our goals...if we have the courage to act this sweetens the mix . Well I'm hoping so...

Dream chasers nemisis

Chasing a dream ? Heres what Ive learnt . However your life turns out , whether you achieve your aims or goal it will once achieved be a small part of your everyday life and then the rest of your mundane existence will suddenly regain its importance again as it must . That is not to say dreams are not crucially important , because they are , but once achieved its back to the grindstone ... This is harder to live with than chasing the dream you so desperately needed in the first place .

MOONCHILD

I am currently reading a novel called Moonchild by a famous occult writer . I think its the most clever , bizarre and of a different planet type writing style Ive ever witnessed . O.K its only a novel but I sense great genius behind it and great power and humour and wry outlook . The author is the notorious Aleister Crowley no less . A name that conjours ( no pun intended ) up a great discomfort or alarm due to my upbringing . Usually strong subjects when investigated reveal none of the preconceptions we have about them and we find someone else has given us a view often unfounded and the truth we find is totally different than the stereo type we've up to then relied on to form our preconceptions . Well I'm gonna find out just who this Crowley REALLY was and what he said that got so many people hot and bothered ....

Rough water

Yes its a Vernal infernal equinox rant ! As I probably wrote this time last year if you look all play is stopped , do not pass go , do not collect £200 mentally speaking . As last year as now again it seems . Its a given that the weather will get hotter as Spring will explode eventually into life and the sky will get bluer but if a key component is missing then then this will not be as sweet . Rightly or wrongly .
 

Water

Fire

Gi gi dagostino aka God !

http://youtu.be/CUIceSZhO3I         Not often I put music on Golden but he is my favourite DJ for a few years and the video is interesting....

Dark matter no less ?

Today i heard on the radio that scientists are trying to find the invisible dark matter that they think must be present in the universe . It must be present because apparently there is too much gravity being produced compared to the amount of matter we can see in space . They cant see dark matter , they dont know where its at, or how to find it, or how it works, but they know its there because of the effects it causes ie: gravity beyond expectations ...
 Mmmm this sounds familiar . Occult , mystical , religious beliefs all function on this idea but are laughed at by people, but its O.K when science takes a " leap of faith " !  Seeing the results of the hidden ; KETHER
Who knows maybe the two are directly related . Wonldnt that cause a few red faces ???

In my natural habitat Cornwall, roll on my holiday.....more likely to be found in a cave than sunbathing though !!! And yeah my Schott bomber jacket is my prized possesion LOL

Boom !

Im tired . Ive worked everyday since August . The wind is blasting over the dale and its freezing . The last month has left me not knowing wether im coming or going . Both on a daily and on a personal level . Soon im going to explode.....

Fill in the pieces....

Reading a short story based on true events by Dion Fortune i realised many key facts seemed to align to my personal experiences and family traits to such a point that i couldn't use the excuse of " coincidence " . It seemed as though all the facts about me were there in the story but applied to different circumstances . Rather like building a lego set into several different objects say a car , a plane and a boat , all these variations are possible and you will reckonize componants that are shared  in each one , as are the details of the story that match my life .
  Maybe there are situations which re- occur in each generation but with varying permutations through the ages . Maybe there are only so many combinations re -working themselves . Maybe in a few generations time someone will look back at me and who knows how the my personal version of situations will have evolved ? Maybe my story will be repeated in thr future but in a different lay out or order for the next user . Well someones in for a shock !!! LOL