Man or mouse ?

I ride a storm for four years then complain . Am I a man or a mouse ? LOL

The Full moon

The full moon forces  a crises , so said Dion Fortune and she was so right . Situations increase in intensity however trivial to a sudden unexpected crises level . Of course this then forces us to face said problem wich  maybe healthy ....  or need attention .  Of course good things are forced as well !!! so balance will try its best to be maintained ... but tonight the forces are unbalance and chaotic .

Further thoughts on Kether

A thing can be and not be at the same time . It must be so . Cos when we look at anything we cant decide on we debate both sides deperatelty  trying to find closure . This baffels us . Both view points  are equaly real . People may choose which side of an argument they believe but niether can be wrong surely ?
  For example take a friendship . This person is a close friend right ? Well they are a friend you know that but are they close to you ? You will never know . Its impossible to be sure . But you live as though it is correct  . But the uncertainty plagues you ... Still you can only live as if is totaly true .You live your life believing what can never be seen , in good faith . Its the only way ... This must be what is meant by Kether . This is what keeps us sane . To question it will unravel all reality .  The seen and the unseen . What we think and what must be . The bed rock of "reality " .

Will someone shine a light ?

At any particular time in my  life I like to think I have a good take on the mood of things in my sphere , but today im no longer sure . Simple really , no complex explanations needed . I dont  know the mood of todays chapter so no wonder Im a bit lost . A foggy day is a good analogy .
  How much of life do we choose and control ?  How much is out of our control and is doomed to happen ?

Coming soon

Stay tuned ive a feeling a moon inspired ramble will come this week.... and here it comes apparently..

Then what ?

After each moment in life i then ask   " THEN WHAT ?  "    Its the big question innit ?

Oooooooh sometimes.....

Sometimes a strategy or mindset or mantra is needed just to cope with the fact that one day is gonna follow another for a long time to come....

Where did that come from ?

The rewards of sacrifice will more than make up for what the cost has been .

When in Rome....

Whats going on in Rome ?  I report only the facts ...   Lightening strikes the Vatican buildings on the day the Pope announces his resignation  ( bit unusual ) . A few weeks ago the Pope released a " dove of peace " . Unfortunately it was immediately attacked violently by a rogue seagull several times ( bizarre )  . Each event on its own raises eyebrows , but together the picture darkens and becomes more surreal ...

You get the picture ?

Ive got to say there is something special about dusk at this time of year on a cold wintery but dry night . A bank of dark cloud is moving up the dale slowly covering the light blue twilight sky . The odd star is already showing as the light is fading . A cold wind is in the tree tops , roaring and the air is cold and dry .

Bleak

Yep its very bleak at the moment . Time can allow you to drift to strange places .  Lifes weather varies further effecting where you end up at , and then the long slog to gain ground again . only to get back what you had . Or maybe you still have it and have never lost it . Time can cause the biggest ambiguity's ....