Stormy , stormy

YEP ! Every year i ramble about January winds roaring through the tall Beech tree's next door and YEP that sort of day is here again so quickly ! Watching a new adaptation of Wuthering Hieghts i recorded last night . Of course its all absolutely necessary as always .... History repeats its self in Dent im sure . This book will now turn up everywhere . As always . And its only a matter of days before door latches start rattling them selves on sunny winter mornings . This activity will be increased by a nieghbours house changing hands as always happens . In fact any structural change will do the trick . Am i mad ? No just living next to Whernside Manor . You can not live in denial . Its a road to ruin .

When we set out to aquire.....

Life is an equation . The end result requires many variations and additions in an all important balanced application . Some parts may not be pleasing but essential in the end outcome and it is the end outcome thats only important . Another lesson easily forgot ...

WOW !

Perfume brands are now using occult terminlogy in thier adverts . Out is sex and archetypes in is " earth , fire ,water and the material becomes the ether " Another clever appeal to our hidden triggers and subcontious workings . Ive read this happens in advertising but never seen it so obviously flaunted .

Simply true

As the clouds drift tinted orange over the moon i realise every problem or what at first seems an obsticle creates its own back currents of opportunity in the eddies and swirls of disruption . A tide wetting your feet enables you to swim to new shores , just dont complain about getting all wet when you get there thats all that needs to be remembered....easy done !

UP and Down

Every year over Christmas some friends disappear and some pop up everywhere . Heres hoping for a more regulated spread of socialising . Mmmm it cant be helped unfortunately

Dry and cold

Today is bitterly cold, with a North wind blowing . The roads are drying up a light grey colour as they do in Spring . This isnt common in December . In fact it happened rarely last summer due to the wettest summer i can remember . The sort of day that inspires work and new ideas about what needs doing . Usualy this takes place in January but i think the coming very wet weather thats forecast will quickly dispel this mood unfortunately....

Too clear

Its a pre -Christmas December day . The sort of day when everything is a little too crystal clear and precise . No shadows to hide in today only an uneasyness of now, feels a bit like a hole in the clouds . Time to lie low.....

Really ?

Apparently more people die of obeisity in the world than starvation !!!

When in Rome....

Apparently Venus is now entering my sun sign and will have a "wonderful" effect on my love life....

A good sum up

A bad period in life foreruns a good period to come . This cycle can be monthly or maybe even if you can keep score this long ,yearly . The equation however long it takes is balanced . This can work for or unfortunately against you . So knowing when to expect disapointment hence " giving up " for a while can be a big help . Keeping track and knowing which camp you are currently in is the tricky part but is not impossible. I have abandoned my planned holiday at Tintagel due to cost and immenent utility bills . I would love to be down there by the wintery sea and now probably slippy cliffs ! Maybe its just as well.... Another hot weather girl has appeared on the beeb . They can pick them !!! Bless . Need a Christmas tree , need to wrap some presents . The church put its most important festival now . To destroy all knowledge of this seasons ever increasing mania and earthyness . If you feel a change near the solstice then your reading the right blog . If you just think shopping then ahhhhh i only live in hope for ya....

Inner / outer

Its all inner realitys isn't it really..... ?

Whats the story / morning glory....

Blogging in the moonlight is the equivilent of facebooking while drinking as i can see this morning . Woke up thinking what did i write ? Was very pleased to see it was all good . Fb sharing can not be reversed..... eeeeesh !

Moody , grimmy moon

Im sat with my luxury view of the half moon passing in and out of the storm clouds , moody as fuck and grimmy . There is no saving grace only ourselves to rely on . If you can bend lifes odds then fair play to you , there is no saviour for our souls so find your own way . We always have . Love , music and magic will save the day , maybe . Find something to move you / destroy you and you will be whole as youll ever be ....

Updated update !

It seems the flashes were seen near Kendal too but were not lightening . Well i heard no thunder either . The earth tremor rumbling sound was not a tremor as geological records have said no actvity has occured at that time . What was it then ?The blue flashes were silent and seemed very near to me at the time . Too near in a way as if they were in no way unusual or alarming . Sounds mad but when strange unexplained events happen in front of you a strange indifferent emotion often underwhelms you . Odd and only later do you think WOW !

Something to say at last !

It seems to me that everything has to swing from one extreme to another . I think this is called balance . It may take 20 years but it will occur . Maybe its natural . News stories of importance do it . A man will be seen innocent and a generation later he is crucified . Hillsbourgh is a classic example . Fans guilty , 20 years later they are sweetness and light . Each generation changes what the previous one decided . Next the Holocaust wont be as bad as we thought . OK we havent got that far yet ... but dont hold your breath ! I think its an equation which balances forces out in us and finaly satisfies us from all possible angles so we can all move on from " events " . Now im making sense ...