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" Majour Nye was feeling a little anxious as one does after a period of change ; however welcome....  "  


The Condition of Muzack -  Jerry Cornelious

Summary of the year ( highly edited LOL )

So the end of the year draws nigh , and what a year its been . Funny how looking back you worried about things which worked out fine against the odds , but also the obsticles that came you never saw coming !
  My year started in great turmoil . Illness , strange violent supernatural incidents in my family . Very strange coincedences beyond doubt. ( they still continue ) Summer saw a very bizzare holiday to Cornwall combined with my wife finding out she was pregnant , plus returning home to a tragic funeral of a young neighbour . Very emotional indeed . Of course i remember a friend who was there for me big time :  )  Summer was busy and soon the family holiday loomed . It was hell . I make no excuses . I was an arse hole too . Took weeks to get back what i had before i went LOL  . Anyway Christmas is suddenly here  and im happy . Well quite happy as goals have been reached against the odds .
  What of the future . Well ill have a daughter . How this will affect me ? I dont know.  You all probaly have ya views though. Time will tell and others are in the same boat ( or is that barge ? )   Some parts of me are not negotable though . I fear the future today but i know about upheaval that wont go away so maybe im a bit more rounded and the stronger for it.

Willy Wonka !

" Never, never rule out what cannot be proved .... "        True.....

Wise words 1

When events are against you like the wind it is possible to be not blown in that direction , but to position yourself to sail against the wind or into it . I have learnt this and found another who recently did this naturaly .Respect. When i least expected it and with bold timing they set their own course and siezed the moment however odd  LOL    Youve made my day......    :  )

Dion Fortune championed this thinking ,though im not sure how long ive been doing this .......

Wise words 2

A philosopher once said  " There is that which is said ; and that which cant must be shown "                 AMEN TO THAT !!!

You might not like this

Growing numbers of dementia patients will swamp our NHS and bleed the energy out of there long suffering families .One in four hospital beds are occupied by them !!!!! The human cost is horrific as is the financial . Hell on earth .They will destroy you if you let them . Sad but true .....

I wonder....

I wonder what lengths our own government would go to to retain power if a mob rose up and tried to overthrow parliment by violent force while talking the language of peace  as if butter wouldnt melt in their mouths ??? Just a thought .

Lefty ?????

There is a left wing media  conspiracy today . It started on Radio4 with "  thought for the day " which is usually very good . It continued on the BBC breakfast show and seems to have been continued by my Sister who is visting . Has everyone gone wishy washy ? Is it the full moon ,has everyone gone mad ? I must be mellowing cos im now gonna wash her big dirty off roader .....

Silver moon

OK i wont mess about . Tonight the moons full and is reflecting silver off the wet concrete and the clouds its lighting up are casting shadows across the fields and a storm is blasting right in the tree tops as it does every equinox . Things don't change next to the Manor . Nights like these are timeless . They come round every year .Living in Dent means i don't experience them as often as i did . It feels like the 1700s out there tonight and what it must have been like is not to hard to imagine . Only an imbecile would say tonight is anything other than electric. Wuthering Heights indeed .
  It will soon be a year since it started my blog and i have over 2000 UK views now and this year has turned out nicely as i guess i knew it would . Ive held on to that which is important and experienced new realms which continually amaze me if it only frustrates my family who have no respect for my " out look "  . Esoteric means for the few . No shit......

100 reasons to be afraid .Ha ha ha ....

I have ordered 100 candles on ebay . If you come to my house and there all light i am either going to kill you or make love to you . Either way be afraid LOL  Oh am i going too far ? Blame the moon .

Photos of this strange year

Boscastle harbour . Whats bizzare about this photo ? Zoom in my chemical brother ....

Cornwall  sea cave / June / Physcotic blogger ???

Back door view ! Dent / June

Orbs or rain drops ? Whernside fell 5.30 am August   NOT THE MOON

Boscastle sunset

Elvis gets run over

Energy /movement

When did   " Summer of energy " become a winter of energy ?

Pure instinct

There are times you know you should trust your instincts ( and you do ) yet sometimes i just know not too ! Telling the difference between the two times is critical and i guess you need to know yourself too well to pull it off successfully . Well funny when you think about it .

Now 4.30 pm Friday

The first winds of winter are roaring through the tree tops next door at the Manor and that sharp bright winter feel is in the air . Each year this time comes around and each year  I love it ! Its coming in dark now at 4.30 and i can hear the wind roar like the sea. Heavy hail showers have been blasting up the dale today ( and blasting is no exaggeration ) Winter is here for sure . Seasonal disorder is kicking in and im running on 60 % of my normal mental and physical out put . If you dont suffer from this its hard to believe . My judgement is hazy and i dont think before i speak ( apologies in advance !)  Im bullish with no consideration for anyone .So watch out !  :  )

The way of the world

Yep its a crazy world . Human rights activists are drawing attention to abuses in Libya which are quite horrific but in doing so they are furthering the pressure for military intervention such as bombing which would be bloody . Its a big messy picture with no winners . Its the way of the world . So lets not get too bogged down in  it .

Its here too !

Frankyn

"  Religion is found to be real by the poor, false by the rich and useful by those who rule...  "

Musical memory lane

http://youtu.be/crreiOPB_UQ

I remeber what i was doing when i last listened to this . Fishing illegaly unknown to me on a recently restocked river . Boy was it an afternoons fishing to remember . Unfortunately a water baliff soon apprehend me .After giving a false name and address he phoned me up 3 months later and i had to take a fine . Wild days eeeerr yeah !  ( sarcasm ) Now the rivers are empty and im listening to  a  Italian dj  Gi gi dagostino . Have i mellowed ? People say so but you always have to watch the  " quite ones " . Actualy ive found those people who are scorned apon by most people are the most trustworthy ones many times .

Superstiuos

" A superstition is something that works but how and why was lost long ago... " Dion Fortune    Not an exact quote but from memory.

Luna types ?

ITS BEEN A GOOD ONE.....

Potty poppies

There is such a hoo ha at the moment about poppies warn in remembrance . A real pressure is there for everyone in the public eye to appear to wear one . Once this wasnt a band wagon but an honest remembrance of those who died in the two world wars fighting a very real overwhelming evil threat to all of Europe .
  Nowadays our wars are political or even done on a knee jerk whim. They are badly planned and funded small minded , petty affairs . I know a poppie is to remember the dead not the causes of recent wars but I'm afraid I'm not up to that task . We should hang our heads in shame for the past ten years and the wasted lives our politicians have squandered . We have ruined the pride we should be feeling . I hope one day someone will lead this country back to some kind of honour . An anti war poppie would be a good idea but i doubt it would be misunderstood.

Wake up Donnie : )

Quantum physics suggest 2 realitys . What you accept is the truth , the other what might be . When you decide to find out either way the reality you disregard continues on its own path in its own reality despite you.This could be fun . Maybe you cant loose......

Seasonal Adjustment

The light is changing more .  Now the clocks have changed  tonight will be the first night its really dark sooner changing the atmosphere totally . In reality its just the same as yesterday only the time change of an hour totally alters our perception of the season . This is important cos it may only be down to the hour change so is it " all in our heads ? "   No our actions and attitudes change furthering the idea . But we all play along till its " real  "       This is a really good example of esoteric thought actually . Here lies the key for those who are open to it . Nice !!!!  

All day and night.......

I have been writing some more poetry last night but its all a bit to dark to go on sideways maybe too dark to go on here as well , but you do get things off your chest . Was very tired after a long day and night ! There doesnt seem to be enough hours in the day or night . Always a busy time of year .
 Was calving a cow at 2.30 am and the view of the stars was unbelievable so much so i did not feel alone . Something of a crowd i felt funnily . Odd .

Mothering Law

Today my mothering law found one of my more " interesting " Dion Fortune books . Mmmmmmmm . No im not joking......... Eeeeeesh !!!

Wake up .......... !!!!

So some particles can travel faster than light it is thought but they have no mass . This in theory makes time travel possible which certainly excites some . But my spin on it is does this make it possible for souls ,gods or spirits to move back and forth through time as they would probably have maybe no mass either. Could emotions for instance travel from the past to us now from past lives possibly . Suddenly the world is upside down and its about time . 
  I wrote a post on how strange it was to wake up one morning after this story broke having to maybe re-write all we know . Whats next ? Alien contact ? I believe the next generation will experience this , maybe towards the end of my life time ?
  Being a bearer for my Grandads funeral furthers my ever wandering mind to the possibility's although i guess many would have theirs narrowed down .

Just imagine.....

Swinbourne would often swim out to sea for miles with no thought about how to get back to shore . Fishing boats sometimes picked him up in an excitable state babbling poetry !!!!!

Soon.....

The moon is visable all day . I guess its count down to the solstice . Its my favourite time of year . Its all so much easier now .  Its been an eventful summer for sure . Soon ill have a feel for things again and an idea where they are going . How can i doubt so much after all ive been through . Its that human side i guess . A sign was a sign was a sign JC once said . In fact i feel very much like Jerry Cornelious . Waiting for the next stage that everyone expects but to be honest .....     

" You look ahead Jerry "
"Not ahead , around . Ahead is already here "

Top tip

After watching a good slasher movie i can advise good looking women not to get into an elevator if it contains a man in a hat and rain coat carrying a chainsaw . It will not end well . He is not planning on cutting fire wood........

Dion

Dion Fortune once said that sometimes it was best just to give up trying for a while anyway until things blew themselves out , like a storm does . I sense its time to . Battling against the tide is no fun at all . It was the same this time last year . November and proper winter weather will help the change I'm sure . I  hate half seasons neither Autumn or Winter .

Mirror image update

The bloody mirror fell off the wall bending my fish sculpture on the way down . I could not snap the wire holding it up so how did it fall . No one was in the house at the time . Maybe the person who hung it was to blame .But that wasnt me LOL LOL .....  

Mirror image ?

After hanging my new sea picture i noticed when it was reflected in the big mirror on the opposite wall it looks like the enterance to Boscastle harbour . Wierd.

Moon over the sea ?

Took this picture a 5AM on a fell . There was nothing to see at the time . Maybe rain drops on the lense but one "drop" is in front of the " moon" like object . If you blow up the image you can see this . To believe it or not is all down to faith and personal views anyway as is anything . Its haunting all the same and quite stunning .My  Golden Blog is looking good and is really taking shape after a shaky start . Who knows it may one day become my main blog .Its now thundering and lightening in Dent literaly as i type ! Hold fast its all to come . The rain is pouring torrential .

Swinbourne , again ......

 " Lust, the welcome respite from love ! "

The moon over the sea

Cool winds, pulsing rain
Green haze
Enamel moon
Crystal air
Everything as it should be
Everything in its place

Dreams fulfilled
Obstacles removed
Drifting tide
Accumulation

Dual goals, mutual ends
Blind achievements
Futures revealed